Hey, guys! It’s been so long since I’ve posted on here. I swear I’ve drafted a thousand different posts on here and ended up scrapping them. Trying to find the right words. How little and how much to share. Debating because honestly is anyone even going to read this.
In the time since I last posted a vegan recipe, I have moved twice. One across the country then another the next city over. Had added kid activities that have taken up spare time. Had a few health scares on my end as well as a relapse in anorexia.
Tbe point of this post is basically to ‘vent’. As well as to basically keep myself accountable. With yoga, meditation, eating, recipe creating, going on adventures to new places. And if anyone wants to join me on this crazy ride, you are more than welcome!
I’m not even going to pretend that I even know what I’m doing. I’m so far from perfect. As much as I wish that I was a pinterest mom I am so far from it. I’m one of those moms that’s been mom-ing for like 6 years straight and am so mentally drained. (Side story: I posted a meme about parenting and saying I cant wait until my kids are a bit older so they can go to overnight sleepovers so I can unwind. And I was told I shouldn’t wish they would older and take for granted them being little. Like chill I just want a small break every once in a while)
Anyway, back to my original point. I’m going to be taking this upcoming school year to really find and connect with myself again. Circumstances in the past caused me to completely latch on to my husband and in turn made me completely dependent on him. So I plan on trying new things this year.
I will be taking yoga classes rather than just doing yoga at home with kids and cats in the way. I’m going to do morning meditation with the sunrise rather than meditating with noisy kids in the other room. I’m going to do the Saturday markets when its just opening up and exploring new places alone. I’m working on finding my passion for food again, so I’ll be posting more vegan recipes! And most of all I’m going to find myself.
So, if you are looking for someone you can relate to. Someone that’s definitely not picture perfect. Someone down to earth. If you want to see real, rather than Instagram and pinterest perfect.I would love for you to join me, and would love to hear from you.